its 50-50

ok i get you have school. i get you have things to do and “no money”. but you could’ve and can make time to come see me if you wanted. if i was that important you wouldn’t have wasted so much money last week, you would get your work done sooner, you would at least act like you want to see me. im tired of giving and babying you when i get nothing in return. no romance, no caring, not a damn thing. maybe i shouldnt have taken back what i said last week. i mean i said it for a reason right? drunk words are sober thoughts. well so ive heard. maybe the only time i can stand up for myself is when im drunk. it shouldnt be that way. maybe you should stop saying your going to act on it and actually do it. but who am i kidding, that will probably never happen. it hasnt happened for 4 year. why now? i cant do everything in this relationship on my own.